NO JUDGMENT OVER HERE

OK so as i was having my every other day lunch wit my hommie lores, we started talking about about how people judge without taking the time out to really understand or either hear the other person's story. And i begin to think to my self. HEY I HAVE DONE THAT A COUPLE TIME'S AND NO THAT IS NOT RIGHT.I don't know what anyone has been there or how hard there life is. All i know is about me. and if you think that my life is a ez walk in the park, then your dead wrong. I have my day's and i have been thew my share of hard times. I guess that's why I'm so mean. I THINK SHOULDN'T TAKE CRAP FROM NOBODY. I Neva been a punk so why start now. If you have something to say about me I'm quick to snap back at that ass. that's just the way it has always been. BUT AFTER HAVING THAT TALK WITH THE HOMIE I HAVE REALIZED I NEED TO STEP IT. YEA YEA I KNOW WHAT YOUR THINK. AREN'T YOU ALREADY A LEADER?? YEA BUT I WHILE I'M A LEADER TO MY PEOPLE AND PEERS I NEED TO BE A LEADER WITHIN MY SELF AND SAY. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. I HAVE TO PUT MY FOOT DOWN AND TELL MYSELF"MANI THIS IS NOT WHAT YOUR MOMS TAUGHT YOU. stop letting your mouth control your life". yea i know it i can be a hard-ass sometimes. but hey I'm human and Ive been overtaken by what Ive seen within my self. i guess you can call me a fool within myself if you want. what ever that's means.

COME ON YA LL WE GOT TO STEP IT UP AND REALIZE THAT WHEN WE JUDGE WE DON'T KNOW IF WE ARE HURTING SOMEONE OR JUST PUSHING THEM OVER THE EDGE. EITHER WAY IT'S WRONG AND HAS TO STOP.............................................. judgement

so tired

Sooo tired and ready to go to sleep. my eyes are about to close and ima fall aleep right here at this computer desk. it dont make no sence. can;t wait tell i get in my bed. ima be so knocked out. in like 10. probly lees then that. i jus wanted to stop bye and jus write a lil. well peace im outie and over. lol so tired my eyes are burning.

LOVE IS STRONGER THEN ALL EVIL. <3, KISS AND SMOOCHES, HUNNIES

Short LIfe Short time OF knowing Pt. i

Here we go. A letter to my big brother D.Niles. lol now you know i Neva called you no D.Niles. your name will always be boo-boo to me. lol. cant believe your gone. seems just like yesterday me and you was just chillin with your girl {which whom you loved so very much. ima miss y'all together}lord knows when we were all together we would have a good 'ol time laughing and cracking up on each other{just like last time we saw each other.}. Never would i have thought that i get the call(on April 18,2010) that some one took your life away from you. You had your whole life ahead of you and now its just gone just like that. Your where smart funny and always had a smile on your face. Not to mention you was a grandma's boy. lol i loved y'all two together. Sometimes i think about how your life would be if you Neva had went to that party or if you Neva had parked in that parking spot in that hood. Words can't explain how much Upward Bound Misses you bro. Everyone came out to your funeral. Even Mr.Himes. we really love you and wish you where her to give your advice and keep kalifa happy. But i know you are here in spirit. I know that you are our angel. i know that you are going to keep all of us on the right track. I know you are goint o look out for kalifa and make sure she is OK at all time. I just know you are going to watch out for your grandma and make sure she is OK. I just know you are going to be on your mothers shoulder telling her you love her. i Know your going to take care of your brother and your whole family, and all of you friends. Because even though your not here physically your are here in spirit. i know every thing is going to be OK. LOVE YOU FOR EVER BIG BROTHER. BOO-BOO- DARRELL NILES. D.NILES. YOU WILL BE IN OUR HEARTS FOR EVER.