BAd B_day

      OK so as you know yesterday was my B-day. My day stared off right and fun. I was having so much fun. lol. Well that's until lunch time when i ask my homeboy to take me and my girls to chick-fa-la.  Me and my girls and my homeboy went to chick-fa-la and was on our way back to school. we think we cool and smooth. That's until we got to Wendy's and my homeboy breaks went out and we ran into the back of some guys car. I was so in shock. i was looking like is that a car in front of us. omg. (and i was sitting in the front seat. That's something i never do). SO as i was tryna get myself together i herd my best friend say "I'm stuck i can't get out." Man i heard them words and jump out my side of the car and ran to her side to open her door. OMG my heart was jumping so fast. I went back to the car to get my fone and my fucking chicken strips wasall on the damn road. I was so pissed. SO my homeboy was like go find a ride back to school and ill handle all this. I really didn't want to leave him out there by his self. But hey i thought i wasn't going to get into trouble. So we find a ride back to school im all scared and everything. So i went to go talk to my mentor/grandma. kuz i had to get this off my chest. she let me know everything was going to be OK. so i went on bout my business. some time went by and i saw antwi and her grandmother. and she took us to the administrator and we got into trouble. SO NOW I CAN'T GO BACK TO SCHOOL FOR THESE LAST TWO DAY'S. LOL THAT'S WHY IM WRITING THIS BLOG. i learned my lesson. NO MORE GOING OFF CAMPUS IF I'M NOT SUPPOSE TO BE. LOL......................

Day before the bday

Ok so tomarrow is my bday and it really dose not feel like it. I mean it just feels like another day to me. but hey aT LEAST IM TURNING 17......... THAT'S THE ONLY GOOD THING im getting out of the whole deal. lol. wow WHO EVER THOUGHT. i would not not look forward to mt own birthday??? ME!!!!!! times have changed. that's the way i see it. its nothing speacial. it's not like im turing  21 or nothing.....................................................oh well. lets see how tomarrow goes.

WOW-what a week-end

woo wow wow. what a weekend!!!! I had so much fun this weekend. lol. It all started in upward bound where i had to take a long ass test called the PLAn. Man that thing was so boring and long omg. lol............... after the test me and my people chilled at upward bound talking about parties and people's butts. lol.............after we did all of our talking me and my girl Kimmie (polar-bear) went back to her house for a while chilled and laughed with her mother. Around 5 we went to sandhills to meet up with our soccer sisters. AND WE HAD HELLA FUN. OMG. after shandhills we went back to Kim spot and gt ready for twan's party. We planed on having so much................so we get out to tha party around like 10:00pm. chilling thinking we that shit. lol i know i was like so that shit. lol.....................we roaming around talking to people I'm seeing my boys dappin hugging them up and all of a sudden a guy i use to talk to comes up from behind and gives me a hug.  i was so happy too see him......after a while we started talking and all of a sudden a guy that i know ran up from behind us and sneaks him. SO I'M LOOKING LIKE OMG. WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON. WHAT SHOULD I DO??  so my ex came and grabbed me up and we went across the street kuzz twan momz had a bat out that bitch. lol.....................so sometime passes by and me and kim go back over to twan's house. and that when i see tha guys i use to talk to with blood all over his face. So me and kim wiped his face off and make sure he good. (poor baby)...............................................BOY WAT A NIGHT even though twan party was shut down early i still had fun. me and kim made the most out of this weekend. HELL WE CHILLIN AND LAUGHING RIGHT NOW......................................(POLAR0BEAR IS A TRIP. LOL)........................................wow. what i weekend i have had, and i managed to get my spanish project done. lol............................can't wait tell the next time we hit tha streets. its gone be on. lol

I made it

omg so  have one more week left as a Jr. in high school and i am so geared up and ready to be a senior. Man y'all just don't know. I came so far and just ready to get this over with. I know there's going to be some tears and some things I'm not going to like about some things. but just the thought of being a senior makes me just want to cry. I MEAN I DON'T GOT IN ALL KINDS OF TROUBLE OVER THE YEARS AND DID ALL KINDS OF STUFF THAT I  KNOW I WASN'T SUPPOSE TO BE DOING. i done cursed out teachers to picking on kids. HELL I AIN'T GONE LIE I DONE GOT CURSED OUT BY TEACHERS AND PICKED ON. BUT THE WAY I SEE EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH HAS MADE ME A STRONGER AND WISER PERSON........................... I CAN'T WAIT TELL MY GRADUATION DAY WHEN I WALK OUT  THE ELEPHANT ROOM AND LOOK UP AT THE SKY AND SAY "GRANDPA LOOK AT ME NOW!!! I MADE IT. I WISH YOU WAS HERE!!!!!" lord willing i will make to the day of my graduation day and my best friend will be right next to me smiling and acting her usual crazy self. lol man i love that girl and I'm going to miss the hell out of her. WE BEEN BEST-FRIENDS SENSE WE WERE FORE YEARS OLD AND I WOULD NOT TRADE HER FOR THE WORLD. WE HAVE AN UNDERSTANDING THAT NO ONE WILL EVER UNDERSTAND. not even us. lol. Through all these years of going to school and getting up at like 5 o'clock in the damn morning every morning. I HAVE MET SOME REALLY AWESOME PEOPLE. I MEAN LIKE AWESOME. I can honestly say i will try my very best to keep up with my friends and go out with them as mush as possible. kuz when i call you my friend  you is just that . ain't faking or flaking on you. if you my sis or my bro i really do mean. it. (PEOPLE DON'T KNOW NTH ABOUT THAT NOW-A-DAYS). that one thing I've Neva been was fake to a good person who has been good to me.  yea through the years i have Had my moments what can i say. I'm me. but at the end of the day if i don't make it to my graduation day I CAN SIT HERE AND SAY HEY GOT-DAMN I MADE IT THIS FAR AND I'M PROUD OF MYSELF. LOL POINT BLANK........................................................'S

KAT STACKS IS A ....................... GUTTA BUCKET

Now this is what you call a dumb bitch. like omg. WFT. ladies and gentlemen this young lady is KAT STACKS.The new superheaed!!!! Now spearhead was a Lil nasty for telling all her bizz. she kind of did it in a classy way. But this bitch oooommmmggggg. What can i say but poor baby. this girl is what you call a nasty ass bitch. she has been on YouTube and radio shows talking about who she has fucked and how much money she's gotten for these fuck en's. I just want to ask one ??. since when has it become a good thing for a girl to go around bragging about who she has fuck and how much she has gotten for it. GIRL HAVE YOU LOST YOUR MIND?? That is not cute! you need to wake up and realize that you are being real real real nasty..........And your so called fans or whatever need to let you know that shit. lyk omg. i have never in my life seen this shit, And your family and friends need to let you dumb ass know that you will not make it in this world if you continue to put your biss out and talk about yourself in a disrespectful way. THERE AIN'T NOTHING LIKE A DUMB BITCH WHO TELLS ALL HER BISS. now i know everyone done did there shit and made there mistake. BUT WHEN HAS IT BECAME COOL TO TALK ABOUT WHO YOU HAVE FUCKED AND WHO YOU HAVE SUCKED UP. boo please get a hold of your self.  (TO BE CONTINUED).........................OK I'm back. now back to this dumb bitch.  i have been watching her video's all day and i still can't believe this girl is doing this to herself. I was lesting   interview were she talking about she was fucking NELLY.  Nelly was talking to her like he is someone else. AND THINKING HE JUST A GUY ON THE SHOW. BUT LIL DID SHE KNOW NELLY WAS ABOUT TO DIGS INTO THAT ASS. So yea he put her on the spot and put that ass on BLAST. BASICALLY HE SAYING HE AIN'T FUCK THIS BITCH AND SHE LIE OUT HER ASS. personally I THINK THIS DUMB BITCH IS SO LEING . AND I THINK SHE NEED TO SEE HER OPPORTUNIST ASS DOWN. ALL SHE SEE'S IS OPPORTUNITIES TO GET A LIL MONEY AND 15 MIN OF FAME GOING. BUT LIKE ALL THE OTHER DUMB BITCHES SHE WILL FALL BY THE WASTE SIDE AND BE A NOBODY. LOL. but i got news for that dumb bitch and all the dumb bitches who want to be just like her.  if you continue to be a bottom bitch people will start treating like Wat you are acting like.

I LOVE BUSSABUSS. HIS BODY IS SO FINE. but he has hair on his chest. no i cant do it. lol sorry hun. lol

now this is what you call abody. fella's step yo game up

India............ARIE

OK y'all let me tell y'all something. If you are not hook on the beautiful voice of India Arie then something is wrong with you. THIS WOMAN IS THE TRUTH. to me she's like the Lauryn hill of earthy music.{that's just what call it, don't mind me.lol} I mean her music is so real and she talks about some real life things that i just know i can relate to. She encourage me to keep pushing to my dreams and just let go and feel free about anything that  I'm going trough. This woman's music feeds my soul. When I'm done lesting to her i feel so much better than i did before i started playing her CD. IDk how she comes up with the brilliant songs that she makes. I really don't know what i would do if i didn't have her voice to lestin to man. WHEN I'M DOWN, AND JUST NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. INSTEAD OF PICKING UP THAT PHONE. I KINDLY PICK UP MY MP3 PLAYER (#DONTJUDGEME_ I'M CHEAP) AND PICK OUT ONE OF HER CD'S AND JUST RELAX.............................I feel like India makes most of the songs that she makes for me. no lie. when I'm playing her i be like dang girl i know how you feel. INDIA ARIE IS THAT HUG THAT NEED. OR THAT PERSON I NEED TO HAVE A TALK WITH, SHE THAT PERSON THAT I FEEL GETS ME. AND ITS ALL THROUGH MUSIC. PEOPLE CAN MAKE JOKES ABOUT ME LIKING HER MUSIC BUT SO WHAT.............. IT'S A SHAME THAT YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT GOOD MUSIC IS. THANK GOD I DO. AND I THANK GOD FOR GRANTING ME THE PLEASURE OF LOVING GOOD MUSIC AND............................................................................I PRAY INDIA. ARIE MAKES MORE GOOD MUSIC FOR A LONG TIME!!!!!!!

OK so I'm siting in class right?? just chilling. suddenly i realized. DAMN ITS SO HOT. Mind you  if you attend LOWER RICHLAND HIGH SCHOOL YOU WOULD KNOW THAT THE C BUILDING IS THE HOTTEST BUILDING IN THAT WHOLE DAMN SCHOOL. *scream*. I HATE IT WHEN ITS hot, its not like ima do my work but still. I'm burning up in this bitch ugh. some one please solve me from this crazy heat. i don't know how much i can take being in a hot damn class room with a bunch of bad ass loud kids{they not loud today but still it the thought of it}.  Man bump this i got to stick my head out the window and get some air. lol. ugh PLEASE HOLD.........

OK I'm back i just had to breath for a moment. ugh. i cant take this heat. oh wait i feel the breeze coming let me catch it real quick. FUCK THIS if its hot the next time i come in here im going say something real mean to who ever controls the heat. FOR SURE